SILlyMIlly

I have different personality. First Cassiopea. Next, E.L.F. followed by V.I.P.. My newest will be HOTTEST.

27 December 2009
SWEET 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR SISTER
Shabirah bt Saiful Marsidi

ATTENTION:

Keputusan PMR dah keluar.. dan secara kebetulan adik aku ( Salsabilah bt Saiful Marsidi ) yang sekolah kat SMK Seri Gunong pom PMR tau nie. tak tahulah setakat mana usaha dia tapi result die boleh dibanggakan.

6A 2B

Wow, walaupun result tue lebih rendah daripada yang aku dan kakak kitaorang dapat tapi kira ok lah kan?
Apepom, abah dan mak memang happy dan tahniah ntuk adik aku (yang tersayang).

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life mujahid

editor: azzahra_solehah

Kisahnya bermula dengan sepasang Hafiz dan Hafizah yang berkenalan atas dasar cinta agama yang ada pada diri mereka dan mereka adalah Mohd (bukan nama sebenar) dan Aisyah (bukan nama sebenar).



Perkenalan kami bermula dengan aku begitu tertarik dengan agama yang ada pada diri Aisyah. Pertemuan pertama kami begitu mengujakan. Pertama kali dalam hidupku berjumpa dengan gadis yang begitu pemalu dan menjaga pandangan matanya. Ya, dalam tersenyum pada ketika itu juga aku teringat pada lirik lagu Kasih-Kekasih In-team ‘Wanita Hiasan Dunia, Seindah Hiasan Adalah Wanita Solehah’. Lamunanku terhenti bila Ustaz Zack masuk ke bilik kuliahku untuk madah Qiraat Ilmi.



Sejak detik itu aku sering memerhatikannya perwatakan gadis solehah yang menjadi idaman hatiku sekian lama. Aku cuba merisik khabar berita bertanya sama ada bunga idamanku sudah berpunya atau belum. Ternyata setelah dirisik, aku masih berpeluang untuk menjadi kumbangnya. Namun aku tidak berani untuk mendekati dirinya, bukan kerana takut. Tapi kerana segan dengan kekurangan diriku. Siapalah aku kalu dibandingkan dengannya. Dia belajar disekolah Arab tersohor di sebelah Utara. Sedangkan aku hanya seorang pemuda yang baru nak bertatih belajar agama.



Ya benar aku juga belajar di sekolah agama, tapi itu dulu 4 tahun lepas. Sudahlah madah-madah arab seperti di Sekolah Arab aku tidak belajar, Bahasa Arab Tinggi aku pun hanya mendapat 8E. Pastinya aku berasa cukup kerdil untuk mengenalinya. Terus aku pendamkan saja niat baikku untuk menjadikannya suri dihati. Alhamdulliah takdir Allah telah menentukan segalannya. Aku mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang dalam peperiksaan akhir semesterku. Keputusan itu memberi sedikit kekuatan untukku mengenalinya.



Aku mengunakan sahabatku sebagai orang tengah untuk menyampaikan hasrat hatiku. Ternyata cintaku berbalas. Cuma katanya aku boleh mengenalinya setelah mendapat izin dari orang tuanya. Ya Allah cukup besar kurniaanmu ini. Seorang gadis yang taat dan patuh pada Tuhan dan kedua ibubapanya. Setelah mendapat restu daripada ibubapaku, aku bersedia untuk bertentang mata dengan ibubapanya. Aku masih ingat ketika itu Jam tepat pukul 10.30 pagi.



Sebelum berangkat aku menunaikan solat hajat 2 rakaat memohon agar dipermudahkan pertemuan ini. Dengan penuh pengharapan aku berdoa pada tuhan yang memberi cinta ini padaku. Andai benar ada jodoh antara kami, maka satukanlah hati kami menjadi satu. Andai tiada jodoh antara kami aku mohon agar kau selesaikan perkara ini dengan baik. Alhamdulillah, aku berasa sedikit tenang akan luahan rasa pada tuhanku yang maha satu. Aku ditemani oleh temanku yang juga seusia denganku. Dia begitu memahami dilemaku. Mungkin kerana kami sama-sama sudah berusia.



Perjalananku ke rumah Aisyah sedikit bermasalah kerana alamatnya sedikit sukarku fahami. Namun setelah sejam akhirnya kami tiba disambut oleh Abi (panggilan Aisyah pada Ayahnya). Abi seorang ramah dan baik hati. Keadaan itu membuatkanku sedikit tenang. Apa yang menarik tentang Abi, dia mempunyai Fikrah Islam walaupun profesionnya bukanlah dibidang agama. Aku cukup kagum. Dan dari situ aku sedar bahawa sahsiah Aisyah bertitik tolak dari biah keluarganya yang memberikan tarbiah yang mantap tentang agama.



Benar sabda nabi kita. Setiap anak dilahirkan dalam keadaan fitrah semulajadi. IbuBapalah yang menjadikannya Yahudi atau Kristian atau Majusi. (Riwayat Muslim, Bab Qadar No 2658)

Hot stuff is the soundtrack for KBS drama, " MY FAIR LADY " starring former G.O.D. member, Danny Ann who play as a butler to Miss Hyena played by Eun Hye ( heroin of Coffee Prince ). It's an awesome song and currently i love Danny oppa... he's so handsome!!

my favourite song!!

Gotta listen to this fresh song.

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Oleh : Nur20

Editor : NuurZaffan

I remember it was winter in England and I was catching a train back to the city where I lived. It was cold, I looked out, White snow was falling lightly from the gloomy sky. The train was moving fast, and as it moved I could see grounds in white all covered up by snow. ‘Covered up?’ the word rang in my head. Images of hijab and headscarf flashes on my mind.





For the two hours journey, I couldnt sleep even once. There was too much on my mind. I was born as a Muslim. And I didn‘t pray five times a day like everybody else. I hardly could read the Quran. People could say I was illiterate in a way. Because at times, it took me a long while to finish even a short verse from the Quran. It was in Arabic and I was never taught Arabic, that was my excuse of not reading. I thought as long as you have a good heart that‘s good enough. And if you don’t commit huge sins, you’ll be fine. But what she said, made my whole perspective looked, vain.





I was from London and on my way back home to the North West region. My heart wasn’t at ease. What she said had made me thinking, and I was thinking real hard. She was a nice girl. ‘Be a true Muslim, and not just a Muslim by name,’ she said politely with a smile, but the meaning was intense. She was merely quoting and was not saying it to me but my heart was touched. What kind of Muslim, had I been all these while? I don’t want to be a Muslim and only by name. It doesn’t sound good either. As the train moved, heading to North West where I lived, I let out few sighs.





Few months after later.. ‘Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim..,’ I read out loud before starting to read the Quran. My web-cam was on. That night We were in the middle of Quranic circle. It’s an activity that we do once a week. Through this circle, we read the Quran in turns. All were ladies. Sometimes we get to discussed about the meaning behind the Quran verses and some Hadith from Rasulullah. It was amazingly fun and I never thought I would actually had fun doing religious activity. I was very thankful to Siti and her older sister because now I can read the Quran much better. And since then, I keep on gradually changing, I realised. How I view life has changed too, a bit if not much.





At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. Of course that’s still remain as a wish and I hope it’ll come true one day. My life is never this calm! I now wear headscarf everywhere I go. It doesn’t feel right without it. Sometimes that leads to guilt, when people sees my hair. So I wear headscarf whenever I go out. My social activity especially when interacting with men has also changed. I used to be friendly and outgoing, even with the opposite gender. Now I feel sort of afraid. Sometimes I limit myself from being too ‘friendly’ with men. Sometimes, I think twice before I talked to them. Is it necessary or not to talk now? Because Women can be a fitnah to men, I don’t want to build up sins.





I used to look for a romantic boyfriend before. I searched high and low but funny that I never really had a boyfriend until now. I used to ask why? The question is why. Because I’m not unpretty. But now I understand the reason behind. Having a romantic relationship outside marriage can lead to something that breaks the law of Syariah. All praise to Allah, I’m glad I never had boyfriends before. I’m not worried if I don’t find a guy any sooner. I’m not looking for a relationship anymore. And definitely not looking for someone based on how romantic he is. I’m going with the flow, after all everything about humans has been written. I want to fix myself first.





I read somewhere about ‘Mencintai kerana Allah’ or ’Loving you because of God’. It was a nice Malay blog entry. I am aiming for that kind of love now. It sounds more pure than romantic love, to me.



‘What’s your dream guy like?’ a friend asked me one day while we ride on a taxi.



I didn’t replied him immediately though, ‘and have you found him?’ he added quickly.



‘Why do you want to know’ I politely asked with a smile.



‘Well, only asking,’ he replied calmly. Then there were silent. The road was wet due to the rain. It was soon before the taxi reached my home.



‘Was he like me?’ he then added. He was hinting something, I knew. I’ve been waiting for this moment all this year. And this could be a dream come true, but..



‘My dream guy is,’ I began ‘Someone who can guide me, you know, he leads and I follow,’ Then I paused.



‘I can be the guy,’ He said confidently.



There was silence again, a long one. The taxi finally reached my home. I said goodbyes to him and walked to my front door. I wave before the taxi accelerated again. He smiled to me even though I didn’t gave him the answer. He was a nice guy but he couldn‘t be the guy. Because…





I want to live with a guy who could guide me, so that I can get closer to My Creator. I want a man who can lead as an Imam, in every prayers that we’re gonna do together as married couple. A man who would tell Islamic history as a bed-time-stories to our children in the future. I want a man who’ll read the holly Quran to me, to cheer me every time I’m down. That is my dream guy and before I can meet him, I knew I need to fix myself first.





One beautiful spring afternoon, I was at a function. There were many Malays all gathered. That’s when I met him. He’s not just decent but he has the characteristic of my dream guy. Every time our eyes met accidentally during the event, he quickly moved away his stare. That convinced me, even more. I knew he’ll be a good amir, a leader of a family. Secretly I prayed: O‘ Allah, I want that kind of guy as a partner in life. At nights before I slept, I thought of going to a place. Somewhere faraway and seemed hard to reach but I knew its reachable. And if possible, I wanted to go there with someone that I loved. I want to go to Jannah (the heaven) with him! I’ll wait here and I know the wait is worthy.

Hari nie agak boring actually hari-hari boring memandangkan aku cuma tidur, makan, menghadap tv and komputer. Selalunya masa budak2 form five datang ambik result, kebanyakan diaorang jadi makin bulat dan berisi. Aku pernahler terfikir apa benda yang bebudak nie buat sampai jadi macam tue? And aku berazamler tak nak jadi macam tue tapi berdasarkan aktiviti seharian aku nie.... insyaallah, takde apa-apa kut hahaha..

Tapi sekarang nie rasa agak susah sikit memandangkan mak aku takde kat rumah sampailah 19 haribulan nanti. Mak aku sambung belajar kat USM Penang, so aku terpaksalah menguruskan rumah nie. Boleh dikatakan macam head maid ler kan? Kalau ader butler kan best. Nak nak  pulak dapat macam Danny Ann. Aku suka giler watak butler die dalam My Fair Lady hehehe..

Berangan jeler... : )

Seriously, it's heartbreaking.

Okey dari dulu aku slalu berangan nak sambung study kat Jepun despite i kept failing in my japanese exam. i believe in miracle, who knows i might have the chance. So i did a little bit research about Japan.


Do I need to receive Japanese language training in Japan?

Preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students offered by private universities

Japanese Language institutions certified by the Association for the Promotion of Japanese Language Education


Generally, a prospective student first enrolls in a Japanese language institution after arrival in Japan. In many cases, he or she studies Japanese and other related subjects at the language institution for between one and two years and then takes the entrance examination for a university, etc. For this reason, the choice of the Japanese language institution is very important for the prospective student.



There are two types of Japanese language institutions for foreign students who wish to go on to a Japanese university for either undergraduate or postgraduate studies.



1. Preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students offered by private universities



The preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students offered by private universities are regular courses within the university curriculum as defined by the School Education Law. The objective of these courses is to offer preparatory education in the Japanese language, Japanese society and culture, and other necessary subjects to foreign students who wish to enter junior colleges or undergraduate or postgraduate programs at universities, either as students or researchers.

Subjects taught include the Japanese language, Japanese society and culture, and other basic studies, which are usually taught in Japanese. There are, however, some schools that offer the courses in English. The residence status of students taking such special courses offered by private universities is "College Student."

Preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students are offered at 68 private universities and junior colleges. It is important for each foreign student to select the program best suited for him or her, taking into consideration the reasons for studying in Japan, field of study and future direction, i.e., what he or she intends to do after completing the preparatory course. Depending on the school, students who remain at the same university as the one offering the preparatory Japanese language courses may enjoy special benefits and procedures, such as waiver of the admissions selection process.

● List of Preparatory Japanese Language Courses for Foreign Students Offered by Private Universities /Junior Colleges

These are preparatory Japanese language programs intended for students planning to pursue higher education in Japan. The list does not include inter-university exchange programs limited to students of associated schools. Please be sure to ask the specific school for the latest information



Japan Student Services Organization (JASSO) website:

http://www.jasso.go.jp/study_j/documents/bekka_e.pdf



To apply for admission to preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students offered by a private university, the student should select the program (school) he or she wishes to enroll in and request application documents from the school. The student will be required to have completed at least 12 years of primary and secondary education (elementary, middle and high school). If, due to the system prevailing in his or her country, the student’s secondary education was completed at less than the 12th year, he or he will have to either:



(1) Enroll in an institution of higher education (e.g., a university) in his or her country and study there for at least the minimum number of years needed to bring the cumulative years of education to 12 or more.

(2) Enroll in and complete a course of preliminary study for university entrance designated by the Japanese Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports, Science and Technology (MEXT).

● List of Japanese language institutes for students without 12 years of education (authorized by the Japanese Ministry of Education, Culture, Sports,Science and Technology-MEXT)

Japan Student Services Organization (JASSO) website:

http://www.jasso.go.jp/study_j/documents/junbi_e.pdf



● Example of preparatory Japanese language courses for foreign students offered by private universities



2. Japanese language institutions certified by the Association for the Promotion of Japanese Language Education

The song is beautiful and the mv is cool. Sofia, my sister love it so much and she's just 8 years old. It's so sweet lol.

Truthfully i've been dying to get out of school and i swear i won't wear school uniform again. People said once you left school, you gonna miss it. I don't believe it but i'm not sure about it. Yelah banyak sangat kenangan pahit manis kat skolah tue. Kadang-kadang macam tak percaya aku berjaya lalui 5 tahun kat Faris. A big hand to me please hehe.. Okay, just for you guys and friends here is Faris Petra. Insyaallah, i'm gonna miss it.

I' ve been waiting to do this like hell. At first i thought about digging in this blog on the first day i got back home but.. manusia cuma boleh merancang kan? Allah yang tentukan segalanya. So adelah tiny bit problem happened and i need to deal it first.
Ari nie ari yang ke-3 aku tinggalkan FARIS PETRA and i'm so happy! SPM dah lepas tapi aku tak tahu kenape ekk, hati aku tak rasa lega sangat. Kalau difikirkan banyak benda lagi bakal terjadi dalam hidup aku.
Yaikss.. i don't know what's wrong tapi rasa something wrong and serba tak kena. Terlalu bebas kot? Yelah, aku dah biasa hidup kat asrama and bile balik rumah slalu fikir kena balik sekolah ari sabtu tapi sekarang takyah doh. Okay, i should be happy and think about my next steps.
Right now i quite miss my friends, classmates and enemies huhu.. Really hoping can meet you guys again next year. Berdebar siot nak ambik result nanti. Aku just harap yang terbaik and i have to admit that i didn't took my exam seriously.. well, we'll the result. Right now i'm going to enjoy my life fully and joyfully so that i won't regret. As a conclusion, i'm happy.